Judgemental family/friends

So, my parents finally knew that I have a blog but of course they don't know the web address. Why didn't I tell them sooner? Why didn't I tell them the web address? Well, I guess a lot of you might know the feeling of getting judged. It's because I'm tired of getting judged by my cousins, relatives or sometimes friends. Like the dude that wrote this, "I'd rather tell a stranger all of my problems than tell a friend/family member who will judge me." That dude is obviously tired of getting judged by their family all day. Some people will say "If you don't trust your friends that's fine but you can always come back to your family because they won' hurt you, your friends will." Well, if you don't want to get judged by your family and you don't trust you friends enough, tell a random stranger cuz' they don't know who you are so who are they to judge you? If you think they'll tell the whole word about it, think about this. They don't know who you are, you're no one in their life, so why waste time on someone you know nothing about. If you're a teenager you might realize that your friends or even you always talk about people you know like your teacher or your classmates or someone you know. For example, your classmate's wearing broken shoes to school, you'll talk about it with your friends. But if some random student wear's broken shoes to school, you'll talk or say it to your friends but after a few minutes, it's done. We change the topic. When my parents found out I had a blog, they were judging me even though they don't know what I wrote on this blog. They're judging me even though they don't know what I write?! Imagine if they knew! And they still expect me to tell them.

Alienware Laptop

So, recently I found out that I need more than just one game to keep me entertained. Which is why I'm thinking of playing Minecraft, yeah, I never played Minecraft before but they said there's lots of blood in it and also it's extremely famous for some reason. Maybe because it's bloody? But that's not the only thing I wanna try, I wanna try something like Resident Evil, Amnesia or even Silent Hill. Some people might say "Play Slender Man, it's terrifying!" Well I played it hundreds of times and it's not as terrifying anymore, of course I need company, because I always play computer at night and it's WAY creepier at night. Oh, and I also heard that there's a laptop MADE FOR GAMERS!!! It's called Alienware. This Alienware is M17, there's also M14 and M18. I looked up M17 and it has 3D Graphics, killer view and the laptop has freakin power! You can enjoy the ful-HD, 43.2cm (17) 1080p display! Search and destroy with confidence with Genuine Windows® 7 Professional operating system, optional Intel® Core™ i7 processors and up to 16GB of high-performance 1333MHz memory. Need extra power? Intel Turbo Boost 2.0 automatically speeds up your processor for added performance. Need to get out of the house for a while? Long battery life will enable you to take the M17x with you wherever you go, leaving the AC adapter way behind. I want Alienware but it costs like 7-8 thousand! The M14 version is about 4-5 thousand.

Eminem: Like Toy Soldiers (lyrics)

This is the lyrics for Toy Soldiers, by Eminem. He was so sad when his best friend got shot... And the worse part is he gets blamed for it. I think, all I know is he's freakin sad when he wrote this song, but it's still awesome..

Eminem - Beautiful

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In the previous post I said that I was freaking out right, well I think this song kinda represents me right now. I don't really know all of the lyrics but I think some of it represents me. And damn, this song is awesome!

I'm freakin out man!

I'm losing my mind! Exams are so freakin near and damn it I'm freaking out! I have a crush alright and I don't know why but I think he likes someone else, I don't know who, he doesn't have Facebook so he can't post emotional things, he doesn't have a cellphone even if he has a cellphone I still wouldn't know anything! I'm freaking out damn it! But it's kind of a good thing. Why? Because to get my mind out of it, I study for some reason, I guess it's because exams are near and I know I have to study and it's the only thing that keeps me from thinking that my crush likes someone else, and it also helps improve my grades. And I don't think it's entirely bad, like "it" says, I'm losing my mind but as long as I keep the part that tells me when I gotta pee, I should be okay! He's right, but still, I don't want to lose my mind over him! I usually don't believe I like someone but now I really think I like him because I think this is the first time I ever got jealous. Well, it isn't exactly the first, but this is definitely the first time I got so jealous that I'm freaking out! This never happened to me and I really don't know what to do, so I'm studying. If you know me, I never study even in finals so this is very very rare. Any ideas readers? I didn't think so, no offense. When I freak out I have no patience...... Well, gotta get back to studying before I start freaking out again and cry. Yeah, sometimes I cry when I freak out.

Timbaland "Hands in the air" Flash Mob (Not Step Up Revolution)

I was looking for some Step Up dance scenes then I saw this, it didn't have the "(Not Step Up Revolution)" on it so I thought it was so when I clicked it, I wanted to change but I wanted to see the dance moves. The moves weren't really fascinating but they did it all simultaneously so yeah, it's pretty good...

Exam Stress Release

So, next week is my school's exams and I'm starting to study, so I don't think I'll post too much things during those period which is 14/10/2012-24/10/2012. I probably will post somethings because I don't think I can really study, so when I don't study and don't know what to do, I post things on Facebook or blogs. Okay, so I'm gonna talk about something else to get mine and other people's stress out, I'll talk about holidays and after exams. So the day after exams is my friend's birthday so me and my other friends thought we could celebrate it with her after school at the exact day exams are finished because on 25/10/2012 (my friends birthday) is a special school holiday to celebrate the end of exams for this year. So we thought we could celebrate her birthday and also to celebrate because exams is over! We thought we could go watch a movie and go eat some McDonalds as a reward to our hard work. And I don't know how and why we got that far but we even thought about what we're gonna do during the holidays. We decided to go on a trip together, just us friends. But it won't be much people because in our group, there's only 5 people but less people doesn't mean less fun right? As long as you're with your closest friends. So, if you're still stressed about exams, here's something that might cheer you up, don't be afraid. You'll get it when you open the link.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j5-yKhDd64s